...too much hurt,where do i turn?!?!

Crying.hurting..need someone t talk to who gets it! Who understands what infertility does to a person! I dont think i can be with my husband any more...i dont want to i guess put myself through it any more..with him having this childd to some other woman during our marriage and all the wbile im dying inside because i cant...and the visits and him just saying things like "my daughter" i just cant take it any more..i dont want to feel like this, i want this hurt to go away.noone gets it, what this does to a persoon, how it destroys you...i just want it to stop hurting...just plz stop hurting...